friday night

May. 24th, 2013 10:46 pm
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I've spent the last few days playing Final Fantasy V. Still waaay behind for [community profile] moogle_university, but I've finished the first world and did THE BATTLE ON THE BIG BRIDGE, which has music so epic it must be written in caps. I got to the first town and decided to break for the night there.

If I keep this amount of playing up, I might be able to finish the game this month. If not, I'll try to finish ASAP in June. I do definitely want to finish this game, though. This is my fourth time trying to play it; something always came up to cause me to put it aside. I don't want that to happen again.

I got an email from the U.S. Puzzle team people reminding me that the U.S. Sudoku Championship is tomorrow. I've done the U.S. Puzzle Championship for about six years now, but never tried the Sudoku. Think I'm going to give it a try. I can do Sudoku but I'm rather slow at it, so there's no way I'd make the team. My goal is to complete two puzzles during the time allowed. I would be ecstatic if I got three done. I tried two of the practice puzzles, and those will probably be the ones I do on the test (standard Sudoku, and Staircase Sudoku).

Still making my way through the 221b Picspam thread. I'm on page 1200 of 1526. The group is doing a Holmesian watch-a-long this month; this week, they're discussing the CBS show Elementary. So I tried watching an ep of it last night on CBS' website. I got about halfway through and turned it off. I should really try to view it on its own merits and not compare it to Sherlock, but... dammit, it wasn't Sherlock. :p I'm not sure how I feel about them making Holmes a drug addict. Picspam reminded me that in canon, Holmes does do some cocaine, so I guess it isn't too far out there that he'd be a recovering addict. I'm still not sure I like it. I wish I could have seen the first episode of Elementary, because maybe it would explain how Watson ends up with him in a way that satisfies me, because I'm not too satisfied that she's his "sober buddy". Though in the ep I watched, it appears they're past that and she's living with him and learning to solve cases.

Anyway--I watched far enough to see The Big Reveal (pretty sure it was the season finale I was watching) which I won't spoil in this post but would be willing to discuss in comments. Interesting. Again, I can't help comparing it to Sherlock, and thus I ended up wrinkling my nose at it a bit. To be non-spoilery: I think I liked it in general but not specific. Wish CBS had more eps on its website, because I'd like to view the pilot but it's not up there, and I'm starting to feel nervous about torrenting stuff, so I probably will pass on it. Maybe I'll give the series a chance next season and catch them on CBS' website as they are.

For now, it is back to Sherlock, with my third viewing of A Scandal in Belgravia. I leave you with this Sherlock fanvid for your amusement.

oh my god

May. 24th, 2013 06:38 pm
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> put on new glasses with "high def" lenses

worth.
every.
penny.
omg.

i likened it to someone as: it's like the difference between your old fuzzy broken-down CRT monitor and a Retina display monitor. only with the entire world. and not just because of the difference in prescription.

from the nostalgia files

May. 24th, 2013 01:04 am
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tonight: saw 10,000 Maniacs in concert at Ram's Head On Stage in Annapolis. they did a nice mix of old stuff and new stuff, along with a few covers (closing out with Just Like Heaven into Hey Jack Kerouac, which was pretty awesome). i like their new (old) lead vocalist well enough -- she's no Natalie Merchant; her higher ranges aren't as strong as Natalie's and her vocal phrasing is odd for the old Maniacs catalog, which is to say, her vocal phrasing is perfectly fine but all the old Maniacs stuff is written for Natalie's really fucking bizarre phrasing, but she was eminently listenable -- but their new stuff so very clearly shows that Natalie was their lyricist, alas. (On the other hand, their new lead vocalist is their old guest violinist/violist, so they've integrated the violin into a lot of their old stuff, which sounds very awesome in some cases, though very tacked-on in others.)

i don't think i'd like their new album (the bits they played off it did not grab me) but the show was very much worth the time and money! and the opening act, jenn grinels, was really fucking awesome.

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May. 23rd, 2013 09:31 am
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I wish I was at WisCon today, but since my lymph nodes are actually actively attempting to secede from my body, it is probably just as well that I am not.
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One of the more interesting announcements of George Osborne in the recent budget was the £130bn mortgage guarantee scheme, which does not even kick in until 2014, but which is already having an impact on housing activity in London.

Although prices are said to have "held up" in London, this has been a bit misleading. Most of the stability/improvement in house prices has stemmed from a fall-off in supply rather than strength of demand. Only in the centre has there been a benefit from increased demand. Turnover in terms of number of houses that change hands is nowhere near the turnover of 2000 to 2006.

The reasons for the fall in turnover are not complex. In a super-low interest rate environment, if you have an asset that can return you 5% a year, and you can raise money on that asset, it makes more sense to remortgage the property that you have (at less than 5%) and buy another property with the funds raised. So, basically, a lot of people are not selling to buy. They are holding, borrowing, and buying more.

If this situation continues in the long term I think that there is little doubt that, as the percentage of the population renting rather than owning increases, the law will change to increase security of tenure and this, eventually, will put a downward pressure on house prices, because the returns on the asset (i.e., rents) will become considerably less liquid.

However, in the short term, buying an extra property on borrowed funds makes much more sense than selling and buying.

Outside of London, this has been less of a factor, not least because fewer people have massive existing equity in their home, and also because the buy-to-let market is not so entrenched.

However, whichever way you look at it, George Osborne's decision to pump £130bn into this kind of market does not seem to make much sense. And the IMF has come to the same conclusion. It has effectively called the government's averred intention -- "to make the aspiration of home ownership a reality for as many households as possible" a load of bollocks. If you give subsidized loans to people to buy a stock that is not increasing sufficiently quickly, all that you do is push up the price of each unit of that stock, a point that the IMF makes. Mervyn King has said the same. Actually, everybody has said the same. It's not complicated.

The IMF has actually come up with a neat idea. IN the past the suggestion of a "land tax" has met with reasonable objections. But the IMF has tinkered with this, suggesting that the UK impose a "disincentive" tax. That would only be imposed on undeveloped land where the owner of the land has obtained planning permission.

This makes a l.ot of sense. The response of the Home Builders' Federation makes less sense. Stewart Baseley, executive chairman, claims that

"Generally when developers are holding permission land it is because the site is not viable or they are unable to secure development finance, so taxing it would make it less likely to be developed".

You can kind of see where he is coming from. If I own a piece of land, and I am on the verge of building on it, but then the government taxes me for not having built on it, then that might be the money that I need to do the building, so the building doesn't take place.

But a slightly deeper look shows that this logic is flawed. If the site is "not viable" (say, I would make a loss of £50,000 if I developed) then if I were threatened with a tax of £100,000 if I failed to develop, then it suddenly becomes in my interest to go ahead with the development, even at a loss. What Baseley confuses is cash flow with profit v loss. They are not the same thing.

Similarly, if I have planning permission, but can't get financing, then a threatened tax of £50,000 might make it financially sensible for me to sell it to someone who does have the financing. So, the "land tax" (as Baseley terms it) is certainly bad news for the owner of undeveloped land, but it does not make development less likely.

But, to return to the Osborne incentive, one which everyone states will not achieve what it claims to want to achieve.

What no-one seems to have spotted (or, at least, I have not seen it mentioned), is that there is every chance that Osborne is aware of this, that the government is aware of this. Their plan, as we head towards the 2015 election, is rather more subtle, and, potentially, rather more damaging.

Let us cast our mind back to the couple of years leading up to the 2005 election. These were (people thought at the time) "golden" years. Low inflation, high growth.

But the growth was something of an illusion. The "increased wealth" was not coming from real growth at all. It was coming from increased asset prices, caused by easy credit. In other words, we were far less rich than we thought, and we were spending money from the future.

This is something of an old argument. As Cameron and his government have said loudly and continue to say, we cannot carry on spending four pounds in cash for every three pounds that we produce.

And yet, the latest announcement by Osborne will, while the government publicly proclaims an opposite strategy, have just the effect that the "easy credit" from banks had in 2003-2005. Except that this time the money is coming from the public purse via the printing press, rather than from banks who naively assumed that one day they would get repaid. Eventually the banks went tits up, and the public purse bailed them out in retrospect. This time the government is bailing them out up front.

Why adopt a strategy so counter to the publicly proclaimed line of "austerity"?

Two reasons. The first is, of course, that Osborne can hardly say "right, election coming, fuck this austerity lark, here's lots of money that we can't afford but which might give us a chance of re-election". No, he has to maintain the veneer of "toughness", even though in actuality the only people suffering are likely to be Labour voters anyway.

Secondly, Osborne's previous plan -- to boost the economy through increased output (and increased exports) just hasn't worked. QE has only served to boost reserves, and has fed into increased equity prices, not increased activity. So, plan B (which is what this really is) is to get money into "real" people's pockets by adopting the strategy of 2003-2005: boost asset prices.

Of course, that won't do much for the balance of payments, and it possibly won't help in any attempt to keep down inflation. It certainly won't do much for the strength of sterling. But it might start another bubble in house prices, which will make the right people (as far as this government is concerned) feel better.

And that, I guess, is the plan. All this stuff about increasing the level of home ownership is fluff. The real plan is to make people feel wealthier, even though output will not have increased to justify that feeling. Yes, we are borrowing from the next generation once again.

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May. 23rd, 2013 07:34 am
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Now that we can reply by email to DW comments without having to go to the site, a whole new world has opened up to me!

I currently have 45 works archived at the AO3. Pick a number from 1 (the most recent) to 45 (the first thing I posted there), and I’ll tell you three things I currently like about it.

Amazon Worlds

May. 22nd, 2013 10:38 pm
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John Scalzi, Chuck Wendig, and Sunny Moraine on the new Amazon Worlds thing.

tl;dr version: VERY DODGY, STEER CLEAR. You lose the rights to both your writing and your ideas.

I'm an awful reactionary anyway of course, and try to resist all attempts to corporatise fandom, but trust me on this one, it is not a good deal.

"Kindle Worlds"

May. 22nd, 2013 11:21 am
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A lot of people have asked me for my thoughts on Kindle Worlds, since I (and my company!) have a stated interest in this kind of thing.

For those of you coming in midway through this story, Amazon has just announced that they'll be publishing fanfiction for Gossip Girl, Pretty Little Liars, and The Vampire Diaries, allowing the fic to be sold for money. The author will receive 35% of net revenue (for works of 10,000+ words) and royalties (unspecified) will be payed to the rightsholder of the fictional universe.

I think a lot of people have a kneejerk reaction to this which is strongly negative—"Jesus Christ, it's FanLib all over again!" People also have the expectation that it will fail, that fans are not interested in selling their works. I don't think that all that negativity is entirely justified. Here's why:
  • The success of Wattpad shows that younger writers especially are interested in self-publishing and that many of them view fanfic as a road to a self-publishing career. For writers who view fanfiction in this way, Kindle Worlds would seem like a godsend.
  • Unlike FanLib, Kindle Worlds is not framed politically—as "freeing" fans in any shape or form. A lot of people were turned off by FanLib's rhetoric who won't be turned off by Kindle Worlds.
People who take part in Kindle Worlds will be signing away a lot of the rights to their stories. Most importantly, the rights you give up prevent you from ever "filing the serial numbers off" of your story (á la 50 Shades of Grey) and selling it as original work. The rights also give the original world licensor the right to use your story ideas in the central series. I think that there are many people who will not mind giving up these rights, but there are many people who will—and there are also many people who will sign up for Kindle Worlds without fully understanding the rights they're giving away.

Still, I suspect that there is a large enough base of writers who would like to sell their fanfic for any amount of money that Kindle Worlds will not have a hard time finding authors. I'd bet that it will serve as a point of entry for people who were otherwise uninterested in writing fanfic, too. This is another way that they're being smarter than FanLib: instead of trying to appeal to fans who are already uninterested in their deal, they are introducing the idea of fanfic to people who might not otherwise have been interested, expanding their base, so to speak.

A larger obstacle are the content guidelines. Kindle Worlds does not accept pornography, "offensive content," "excessive use of brand names" or crossover stories.* Contrary to what many people say, there is plenty of fanfic that falls within these guidelines and that I believe people would be happy to pay for. Take a look at the fandoms for One Direction or, yes, Twilight if you don't believe me. Yes, these content guidelines mean that a large amount of fanfiction is excluded from Kindle Worlds. So what? Maybe there becomes a bifurcated fandom structure—people willing to write stories within Kindle's content guidelines, and people who aren't. Who cares? If anything, I suspect that the stories "too hot for Kindle Worlds" will be more in demand, not less. 

Generally speaking, I believe that fans are not too dumb to read a ToS. I believe that fans will choose to use Kindle Worlds if it works well for them, and they will choose not to if they are uninterested in its strictures. After all, nobody has to submit their stories.

Or do they?

I worry that some people in the entertainment industry are viewing Kindle Worlds as a way to "control" fans. This is a tale as old as time, or at least as old as when rightsholders really, really wanted the Harry Potter fandom to stop writing about Harry Potter being gay. (Yes, this was An Issue, long before Dumbledore came out of the closet. I swear to you, it was.) Can I blame them for wanting to control the stories they've told? Not entirely, no. I can't blame that impulse, any more than I can blame the impulse of a novelist to yell at fanfiction writers for "messing up their world." The novelist invested their heart and soul, Warner Brothers invested millions of dollars, in either case there are these weird outsiders coming in and making the stories about something else, something they never envisioned. What will happen? What if Harry Potter gets associated with gay porn? Then maybe audiences won't want to see it anymore! And then what? 

But the thing about this view is that it's unrealistic. It does not reflect the realities of the internet, and it does not reflect the realities we've seen in the past ten years of fans interacting with corporations. Even though Harry Potter did get associated with gay porn (well, slash fanfic, but it's the same thing in the eyes of the uninitiated), it didn't stop it from being profitable. Hell, fans of My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic turned it into a megahit among the most unlikely audience—and among the audience that people most want to woo, 18-30 year old males! Nobody would be excited to find out that their show was getting associated with 4Chan, yet 4Chan made it a runaway success.

There's nothing wrong with Kindle Worlds as one possibility among many. It actually represents one good thing: the recognition that fans are doing work for franchises, work which can and maybe should be compensated. That's a step that nobody has taken (outside of rare contests), to my knowledge. I know a lot of fans see this as cheapening their art by tainting it with commerce, but the fact is that the entertainment industry is all about making money, and unless fans are able and willing to talk in monetary terms, they will never be taken seriously. (Actually, it represents two good things. In its terms, it admits that fans have rights over their own fanfic, rights that can be signed away when you take part in Kindle Worlds. This seems basic, but it is not always recognized.)

Where Kindle Worlds may go wrong is if it is viewed by the entertainment industry as the be-all and end-all of interacting with fan creativity. That would create a no-win situation for everybody. Many waters cannot quench fandom, neither can the floods drown it—a fact that companies are likely to learn if they believe that they can condemn works that are not published within Kindle Worlds, or if they believe that fans will stop writing their porn and run happily into Amazon's corporate arms.

In the meantime, the answer to Kindle Worlds must come from within fandoms. It must come from places like Organization for Transformative Works, providing alternative spaces in which to share stories that are not within corporate boundaries. Everyone must educate themselves about what rights they hold to their fanfic, what rights they can choose to sign away, and what rights they have no matter what. This is not the end of a conversation. It's not the beginning of a conversation, either. We're in the middle of it, and we will be for a long time to come.

*This is especially funny given that one of the fandoms they're allowing as a "Kindle World" is The Vampire Diaries. How can you possibly write a Vampire Diaries fanfic without depicting racism, and probably using the N-word? A significant chunk of the story occurs in the antebellum South! I suppose that the TV show does it, but one of the things fanfiction is best at is engaging with issue that network TV can't or won't. Sigh.

Edited to add: Another great response to this, from a different perspective.
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Crossposted from Tumblr.

Amazon is working with WB to publish (read: sell) fanfiction from the Gossip Girl, Pretty Little Liars and Vampire Diaries 'verses. And they said that more "worlds" will be announced soon. 


Basically, fanfic writers will be able to sell their fics - formatted for Kindle - via Amazon, and the restrictions are not as massive as you'd think!


No crossovers. 


No excessive product placement for non-show brands. 


No porn


But here's the thing about porn! Amazon says they don't allow porn to be sold on their site, so as long as your fic content is no more explicit than anything that's on Amazon's site today (see: 50 Shades and anything in the erotica category) then it won't run afoul of Amazon's content restrictions - and if they say it does, then the Internet will stand behind you as if you were a Nutella fan barred from celebrating its wonderful tastiness. 


HOWEVER, each World Licensor will be providing "Content Guidelines" for their specific 'verse - and I can't find those anywhere. THAT might make a significant impact on what types of fanfic one can and cannot sell, but until we've had a chance to look through them, we can't determine the specifics. 


I don't think it's realistic to be concerned that the existence of Kindle Worlds will mean that tv show/film/book creators will stamp out freely given fics. At this point, Kindle Worlds will only accept things over 5000 words, anyway, and the longstanding laches issue that protects fics posted elsewhere and given away will still hold. 


However, it does mean that people who write in the fandoms covered by Kindle Worlds and sell ebooks of those stories outside of the Kindle license may find themselves dealing with cease & desist letters. But there was always a chance they would because of the commercial aspect of that action. 


Also, this will leave fandom with a lot of questions on issues other than legality be on fan-created gift culture, commissions, fundraising for charity, or even the ability of pro writers to write in other universes> 


Does this further "legitimize" fan creativity (which I think has long been a pretty legit hobby), will it just create an additional outlet for story distribution, and what other fandoms will WB add? 


I wouldn't be shocked if they bring Tomorrow People into this as the show launches in the fall, but what about things that are ending their runs like Nikita, or shows with massive fanbases and almost a decade of fan creativity, like the behemoth that is Supernatural?


Oh, and here't the royalty-related info: 




  • Amazon Publishing will pay royalties to the rights holder for the World (we call them World Licensors) and to the Fic Author. Fic Author's standard royalty rate for works of at least 10,000 words will be 35% of net revenue.

  • In addition, with the launch of Kindle Worlds, Amazon Publishing will pilot an experimental new program for particularly short works (between 5,000 and 10,000 words). For these short stories—typically priced under one dollar—Amazon will pay the royalties for the World Licensor and will pay authors a digital royalty of 20% of net revenue. The lower royalty for these shorter works is due to significantly higher fixed costs per digital copy (for example, credit-card fees) when prices for the entire class of content will likely be under one dollar.


Links instead of stuff.

May. 22nd, 2013 12:13 pm
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In lieu of actual content, a blog post about my life.

Also, an amazing article that I stole from [personal profile] steepholm linking it on Facebook, that helps me put into words a bit why my work is important, and also why 'oh but that's just being realistic' drives me freaking crazy as a defense of misogyny in fiction. (Why yes, GRR Martin, I am looking at you.)

who knows what is up with my ear.

May. 22nd, 2013 01:46 pm
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A brief update on my previous post to say: the doctor got the consultation on my CT scan, and apparently it didn't show anything. I still think it's likely to be otosclerosis, because I haven't had any trauma to my ears otherwise, and the other options for what's going on have pretty obvious side-effects. I haven't been sick, don't have allergies, it's not my adenoids, no middle ear infections or even random swelling, I haven't even been going to loud concerts. My ears felt blocked when I was at the music festival, so it wasn't that... so yeah. And plus, any damage to my ear drums or inner ear was tested with the tymphonic testing or whatever that was. I get the feeling it's bone calcification, enough that my hearing is affected but too small that the CT scan can effectively pick it up. The doctor told me to have another check up in 6-12 months, so I guess we'll see what happens when I see a specialist in Australia!

portrait of the artist as a...

May. 21st, 2013 10:32 pm
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the artist has come to terms with the fact that we've hidden away all his materials and is willing to deign to lower himself to more traditional media.

Read more... )

Bug 4527 bounty

May. 21st, 2013 04:58 pm
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I'll donate $100 to the Electronic Freedom Foundation in the name of anyone who gets Bug 4527 (crossposting Markdown results in bare syntax on remote site) fixed, payable when the fix shows up in production ;)

I would really like to start using Markdown. Unfortunately most of my friends are not cool enough to use Dreamwidth, so I am dependent on crossposting, so this issue makes Markdown use impossible for me. It should be a very small patch; my guess when I looked at it was under 10 lines, though proper error-handling and comments and such will bump it up some.
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So, Norman Tebbit, that renowned legal scholar and LGBTQ rights activist, asks, "When we have a queen who is a lesbian and she marries another lady and then decides she would like to have a child and someone donates sperm and she gives birth to a child, is that child heir to the throne?"

Firstly, I approve of his use of "when".

So, you have to be a legitimate heir at birth to be eligible to succeed to the throne -- in particular, adopted children and children who are illegitimate at birth but subsequently become legitimate when the parents marry are not eligible. (But if your parent becomes ineligible by, say, being Catholic, then that doesn't make you ineligible -- instead, your parent is "naturally dead" and succession passes over them as if they were really dead. OH LAW.)

Legitimacy from the father if the parents are married is assumed unless it's provable that the father is not the biological father -- so if Lord Fussface is off fighting a war for three years and Lady Fussface has a baby sometime in year two, that's a problem, but otherwise we've got to start bringing DNA testing or evidence of infertility into it before we can deny little baby Fussface its legitimacy.

But is a married woman's biological child her legitimate heir if it's provable that her spouse is not the other biological parent?

My scrabbling around with google is not being very helpful. Anyone have any thoughts?

(It's all a bit academic for the royal succession anyway, because in that case won't they just pass a new law saying, "Of course Darling Prince(ss) Fussface is next in line!" like they did for Elizabeth I?)

In which Ash talks Star Trek. A lot.

May. 20th, 2013 05:27 pm
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Procrastinating, so getting down some thoughts about Star Trek Into Darkness. I have mixed feelings, and once I started typing it became this huge wordy thoughtvomit about absolutely everything, so it's pretty long and rambly. As always, YMMV; we all see things through different lenses. (One of mine is that of a hopeless K/S shipper, so if that will bother you, just give the whole thing a miss.) Also, SPOILERS. Lots of spoilers.

Pretty, but shallow. )

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May. 20th, 2013 09:22 am
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Mondays, every week, let's celebrate ourselves, to start the week right. Tell me what you're proud of. Tell me what you accomplished last week, something -- at least one thing -- that you can turn around and point at and say: I did this. Me. It was tough, but I did it, and I did it well, and I am proud of it, and it makes me feel good to see what I accomplished. Could be anything -- something you made, something you did, something you got through. Just take a minute and celebrate yourself. Either here, or in your journal, but somewhere.

(And if you feel uncomfortable doing this in public, I've set this entry to screen any anonymous comments, so if you want privacy, comment anonymously and I won't unscreen it. Also: yes, by all means, cheer each other on when you see something you want to give props to!)

ah, technology

May. 19th, 2013 06:39 am
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the good part of visiting the eye doctor for my first eye exam in four years (yeah, i know, i know): getting a prescription for new glasses, since according to the eye charts my vision (usually correctable to 20/15) had slipped down to about 20/30 with the current prescription.

the bad part of etc: having to wait for the lenses for the new glasses to be manufactured, since they don't keep my prescriptions in stock :D

i also got a box of contact lenses for the first time in ages; the eye doc i had as a child put me in lenses at a pretty-much-unheard-of-at-the-time age 10 or 11, since my eyes were degenerating so rapidly he thought that maybe the lenses would keep them from continuing to degrade. (and it mostly worked! my eyes kept getting bad after that, but nowhere near as quickly.) i wore contacts for about 18 or 19 years until i got too lazy to keep up with them, and i was a little afraid that having gone back to the glasses would start the downslide back up again, but nope, still correctable to 20/15, in glasses at least. (i could get better correction with the contacts if i were going to wear them more often and thus could justify spending more money on the more expensive ones that will also correct the astigmatism, but since the contacts are only going to be for occasional use, it's definitely not worth it.) although the eye doc says that i've probably only got another few years before i'll need bifocals, whee.

i'm trying the new "high definition" lenses they've developed, for the new pair of glasses. i am very interested, since i've always had refraction problems and they're supposed to be good for staring at computer screens for long periods. i will report back.

i've also finally bitten the bullet and admitted that my damn arms are not getting better from rest/ice/steroid shots/etc, so i dropped a bunch of money on technology that's hopefully going to make things better. including giving up and admitting it's time to try to work with dictation software, despite the fact that is the exact fucking opposite of how my brain works and is probably going to be a fucking nightmare. i'm hoping that just using the voice controls for things like page down when reading long documents, dictating short bursts of things, making my notes-to-self, doing a few emails, etc, will be enough to address the problem, especially when combined with the new two-piece, super-split keyboard i ordered so i can stop reaching inward to type and exaggerating the pronation and deviation, will help enough that i don't have to use the dictation software for extended bursts of composition or creative writing, since i absolutely cannot do that verbally. (i've tried before, but at least one of the meds i'm on gives me minor-but-significant verbal aphasia and that is no place to go for a good time.)

on the bright (?) side, at least the new adaptive tech means a new laptop to go with it. this one i'm using now isn't that old, not old enough to have a ton of problems running the software or whatever, but a faster laptop will help, and i'm getting a 13" MacBook Pro instead of the 15" i have now; i'm hoping the smaller, lighter laptop will help, and it will mean i can just put the two pieces of the split keyboard on either side of the laptop more easily.

(plus, i ordered the retina display model. i mean, why not, right?)